As this month closes, I want to be open to what’s next. I want to notice what I haven’t. I want to capture what I sense but don’t quite see.
I want to feel my senses open. I want to have my heart expand. I want to love and not hate. I want to bring good and not evil to this world.
I want to connect with others and be a connective person for others. I want to help people who can’t help me in return. I want to be larger and not smaller.
I want your help because these things are impossible for me. My motives are so complicated that they stop me. These desires are impossible to cultivate. They aren’t impossible for you.
Grant me what I need, especially the vision to see deeply within, to pull up what’s in me. These roots didn’t come from me. I didn’t plant these hopes within myself.
Do your work. Make me what this murky vision tells me I am.