I’ve been thinking about the creation of saints, the way saints are made, and it’s been a head swirl of a time. I’ve been both captivated and sullen, giving my ears to the interviews between Charlie Rose and leaders in the Roman church, for instance, and struggling with questions in my own ministry of what a saint looks like and how many we have and who is so far away from the word that they themselves would laugh.
It’s a basic question. After all, I spend my days doing ministry. I spend a lot of time pushing, coaxing, praying, encouraging, and teaching people–all because our work is about creating saints. Not in the Roman tradition of course. There are no robes, no newspaper articles, no banners or flags or printed billboards. There aren’t interviews of all the people these saints have met, notes about every conversation, explanations of the details of their miracles.
There are miracles but they’re boring, unseen miracles. They are the daily events that God must be underneath but that Presence is so far that is silly to call them by the same name. They’re too terrestrial, these miracles. But we make disciples in churches. We talk to people and recognize the gifts that only God could implant. We create saints.
And creating saints in my way of practicing is both encouraging and debilitating. It’s draining and fun. It’s hard and people are ungrateful while, at the same time, in some other way, there’s nothing more interesting and full and enlivening.
Creating saints brings no cameras or coverage. There is hardly any notice of this mundane task; even colleagues may not notice or understand since our services are so specialized and context-bound. There is less fanfare.
Creating saints means dinners away from family, vacations at weird times when they come, taking days to recover from an experience of self-giving, or never having normal Sundays, even while Sunday is the momentous occasion of remembering what it’s all about. Creating saints is waking up with someone’s name on my tongue, someone who’s life was given to me in 2 hours and in a way that it’ll make me intercede at odd hours. Creating saints means insomnia and isolation because of confidentiality and appreciation for a long laugh that my son just can’t control.
No one wants to see that on television. It would be too boring, too close to real human experience. It’d be better to read a good novel. At least you could close the book and move on.